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i sit here at work with my stomach churning,

feeling like a jerk, but i guess i'm just learning,

and my heart, its burning, for u,

but i just dont know what to do



i dont know the answer and i dont know the question

i'm lost when i look in ur eyes,

a Love built on truth and trust and beauty

i dont lie and i wear no disguise,

uncertainty and worry dominate my thoughts

in my stomach there swarm butterflies

but for good or for bad, for more or for less

i may be weak, but i'm strong enough to survive

i sit alone before dinner watching 3 other couples

complementing happiness in their lives

with loneliness, sadness, i wonder what to do next

as tears swell up in my eyes,

no closure, just confusion, but its the fact that there's hope,

that makes me such a vulnerable guy

i feel the sadness rise quick, and emotions run wild

but i suck it up, this is no place to cry



and i'm sorry for so many things, my love,

i'm sorry for hating ur friend,

maybe its just coincidence that every time u stay with her,

u come to me all confused in the end,

i'm sorry for bein mad, for no solid reason

it's my time with u, that i want to spend



and i didnt mean for this to be SUCH a serious relationship,

i mean, i thought u wanted it too...

the last thing that i want to do in this life

is to, in any way, overwhelm you,

i want for everything again to be happy and nice,

but i just dont know what to do.

hmmm



you write this yourself?

of course...wrote it yesterday...strait from the heart.... i find out tonite where we stand ...haha.. keep ur fingaz crossed...

I hate love poems but i also say....anything that comes straight from the heart with no thought involved deserves its props...so nice piece...and keep droppen...



(Would have been alot better if i was into the lovey dovey i miss you love you type shit...sooo its probably a very nice piece to someone else...)